4/15

4:30-9:00 I woke up. Exercised. Shower. Reading Ender's Game. Practiced drawing a few nudes.

In a few days, it'll be 3 months since my ex left. They say that exercise is suppose to make you feel good mentally, and while it does, it can also really depress me. I think about talking to her again. What good would it do to talk to her? It'd just reopen the wounds. I really want her back, but even if she came back... I couldn't accept her. I wouldn't even have time for her. I just want to forget this pain.

9-2AM
Worked on Elaine


My friend Trevor is in pain. He's going through a breakup and it's been a month, but just today she's with another man. It's really easy for girls to get guys. We have dicks like that. I offered to come over, but Trevor has work tomorrow. He said he'd be down to hang for at most 3 hours. Takes 20 minutes to get there anyway. He was drinking.

Should I have come over? Waste money, waste time, can't even drink cause I'm driving, and his shitty house reeks like a crazy cat lady. To help a friend in need, of course... but I didn't sense pain in him over the phone. I asked him if he NEEDED it, and he said he'd appreciate it, but he didn't need it. So I left it at that and got back to work on AD3.

6-9:30
So I'm researching swimsuits. I guess I don't really understand the fetish for it. I use to take pictures of my ex in her bathing suit. This was more sexy than her clothes off. For a clothes fetishist, less clothing does not necessarily equate to bigger boner. This is hard to explain!!

There's lots of different clothing fetishes. Maid outfits, schoolgirl outfits, lingerie, and many of these are also connected to roles. I have an obsession for ties. A tie does nothing for me by itself, but on a woman, it means a lot. It doesn't reveal any lady parts. It doesn't even conceal any lady parts. It's just there. And it's hot.

One pieces in Japan are popular because they're psychologically associated with schoolgirls. I wonder if one pieces are as popular in America, and if not, would it be because of the absence of a psychological role? Are all clothing fetishes actually linked to other fetishes? This I cannot answer.



I found this while I was researching bikinis.

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Let's backtrack to the underlying issue here. In a Dating Sim, you have to be able to interact with the characters. Seeing as we also want an alien invasion, if the alien invasion just happened all the time, there couldn't be times when you could talk to the girls in peace. They'd just go insane, looking at the ceiling or vents and waiting for aliens to pop out. To remedy this, we added the aliens fear of the sun. Since the station revolves around the planet, the planet is the most dangerous when you're on the dark side of it when the aliens come out to play (The Dark Planet!).

So we've got Alien Vampires that are allergic to the sun. Here's how I've explained it scientifically:
-The planet has a weaker ozone layer that blocks ultraviolet light, making it so that all life on the planet is susceptible to harmful UV rays.
-Iacchus's Sun is a hot star, emitting more ultraviolet light than our Sun.
-The crew is either using large amounts of sunblock, or sunblock tattoos.
-Sunblock Tattoos. This is plausible in Space Exploration, since many planets that we'd mine/terraform would lack the proper ozone layer to block the sun's UV.
-The alien life must have started underground. Earth itself has lifeforms that exist without being dependent on sunlight!
-The Iacchus Space Station is equipped with UV blocking windows, similar to sunglasses, or spacesuit helmets. The windows do not entirely protect against UV (our sun yes, Iacchus's sun no), so you have to close the windows whenever the sun is coming through the windows.

IN CONCLUSION

As humans are using a form of sunblock, and the fact that we grew up on the surface as opposed to being sensitive to light underground, the crew is able to open the window shutters to freely roam around the station during the day time. The aliens cannot harm them during the daytime.

That scientific explanation took me awhile to come up with. I had to do a lot of research, in particular how astronauts handle sunlight. In fantasy, I could have just said "oh they're Vampires. They don't like light. It uhh...burns them. Or makes em sparkle".

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So, life on ISS (Iacchus Space Station) is very hot. This WHOLE Sun thing was devised so we could have a good excuse for the girls to wear bikinis. Right now, here is the list of bikinis I have devised for the girls. Oh, by the ways, spoilers.

Stella- Body paint
Veronica- Monokini
Larissa- Volleyball Sports Bikini
Elaine- Mosaic Bikini
Makoto- Zero-G Bikini (instead of strings, it's held by zero-g)
Zoe- 90’s style bikini + jean short shorts.
Isabel- Tankini/Military Dress Bikini?
Terra- A snake covering the lower regions and a bead necklace covering top.
Allison- Slave (Leia) Bikini
Beatrice- Exoskeleton Bikini
Carmen98- Carmen’s outfit from AD2

So I took the time to plan out the bikinis, and I usually take the time to plan out how the characters look because I want them to all look different. Yes. There will be a swimsuit contest in the game.



Here's the first entry for the bikini contest. A mosaic bikini. Elaine is skilled with computers, so erm... I could say that she's using a holographic projector to emit a mosaic bikini in front of your very eyes. That's some mad photoshop skills there, folks.

I think her chest should be wider. (and no, I'm not talking breasts, sorry, she's staying that way)

930 AM. Gooooood night.