4/23

Spent the day out and about. I figured if I was going to put my car to rest, and I really only have a week left with it, that I'd spend a little time with the rest of the world before closing the door and working until my eyes fell out.

Spent a few hours at 7-11. Hung out with the guy that works there. It's kind of like an episode of Clerks. He showed me pictures of this girl he was talking to online. He'd never met her. She had a double chin in one picture. He claimed one picture to be a good picture of her, and I agreed, but it was only because she tilted the camera above her face and hid her double chin underneath a bird's eye perspective. Hung out with a 65 year old man. He was very wise, but incomprehensible. He also really likes legs. He reached out to me and patted me on the shoulder. He will die lonely. If you ever wondered where the expired food goes, Old Mike takes them and gives them to the homeless.

Met up with David at a card game/board game store. David doesn't know it, but I'm very fond of him. He's a church going, unemployed, unplugged gaming nerd. David is the only friend that doesn't know I work on hentai games. Sometimes I'll pester him questions for my "Sci-Fi Project", like how a religious community would react if they saw aliens, or if he felt whether or not aliens existed, and evolution. I consider him very fortunate. He lives life with no future (except Heaven), but he's still really happy.

People lead different lives. Looking for his next lay, feeding the homeless, or just playing some good old games. Theoretical meaning of life = The intended result of actions performed during one's lifetime. I could live a life like David by gaming and making carbon copies of AD2. No. Our time is limited. I can no longer live a life without improvement. It's time to sharpen the blade. I want to provide a meaningful product, a result of ambition and for once, determination. If I'm successful, then I'll reevaluate what I want to do. Probably go out there, explore, and help people out.

Back to work.