Sunday, April 1, 2012

March 31st Progress


I spent the entire day masturbating. It's become somewhat of a problem. No, I'll man up. The first step towards identifying an addiction is to admit it. I whack off too damn much. Next: Get help.

-Remove triggers
Hmm... right now I have wallpapers of girls in bikinis next to motorcycles and I draw porn. Removing triggers is difficult. Maybe ADDING negative triggers would help, like penises being sawed off, violently. I believe my morale would suffer from that.

-Have a snack
Okay. It's pretty weird that they suggested this.

-Get a pet (they even put in a little joke, "you'll stop petting yourself!)
No. I'd rather take care of myself.

I might be looking in the wrong places. I think there's a big distinction between people that want to stop masturbating because of their belief system and people that want to stop because...it's taking too much of their time. Ummm. Maybe I just need to do it faster. I need to shoot vigorously and quickly. This was not really a problem when Ashley was around, but then I never really had an entire collection of porn around her. It made her feel bad so I just didn't have porn. (sigh)...



7AM- Finished with all art assets for CJ. Gotta write the sex story part, but for the most part I'm finished with the story itself. Put it all in a neat little flash and it's good to go.

5 comments:

  1. seriously, isn't this the blog for the game and not yourself? So give us some update on the game and stop telling us things we don't want to know...

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  2. If you want Aching Dreams related content only, then go to hentaicook.com and wait.

    For now, this blog is about depression and loneliness. Sorry.

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  3. There is a nice pic here. Stop complaining.

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  4. Can't wait for the update and for the voices you managed to get !

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  5. nice update, good to see the CJ content will drop soon.

    I like reading your random posts too, it's your blog, do whatever

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