Monday, November 18, 2013

11/18 Caffeine Withdrawal 2nd Session

12p0: Did not wake up. Most days begin with me waking up, but today's an exception since 24 hours have elapsed since the last post cycle. It just means I'm very intense.

1p1: Did self assessment report. Edited "About Me" bar on the left; before realizing that most of it actually shows without clicking on "my profile", so I ended up truncating most of it. Ex messaged me back. Wrote a draft on what to say to her, as insomnia levels would leave me inclined to believe I am not currently sober. The draft is indeed, disturbing.

2p2: Continued writing draft. Judging by how much I write on this blog, you can only imagine what I've scrapped away in my text doc. When we broke up, I initiated a no-contact clause... the clause has protected me from obsession. I'd linger, disabled on every thought in the past, seeing them in a different light until I was sick of it. Okay. (deep breath) I need to get back to AD3. (And whaddyaknow, withdrawal symptoms include depression). Increased efficiency with AutoHotkey.

Looks like Anita Sarkeesian posted up her new video. I'd consider myself a closet feminist, or 'neo-flatist' as anonymous would claim. There's a lot of rampant discussion about feminism in the video game industry as of late, and I would so boldly claim to be one of the most "important to influence" persons on the subject. I mean... I make cartoon porn, and I am more malleable than a corporation that has to worry about their bottom line. So how much have I been malleated... With each progressive installment of AD, we've seen less whores/ meet and fuckers. In AD2, there were a couple of girls that had sex within minutes of meeting. In AD3, there are none, but to make up for it, all romanceable chars are essentially main chars as well, and the main char count is higher. As for her videos... they kind've suck, she kinda sucks because she doesn't take criticism from anyone. To further feminism, one would have to open discussion, not close it, and that's exactly what she does by disabling youtube comments. I guess my message to players in AD3 would be: "Here's your hentai, fap responsibly, and please treat women respectfully"

3p3- Worked great on OlgaH2. I've been working on it for quite some time (a little bit every day), and there's a lot of layers so it's very difficult to concentrate on. Today I'm doing quite well though. OlgaH2 will be one of those megaflashes...

4p4- Made a new artist friend, Iku. Talked to him for over an hour. I should be working... but he seems nice, and I am unleashing the crazy talk on him.

5p5- Worked great. I feel like I've got a fever though.

6p6- Worked great. I feel less feverish. A little light headed... hehe bag of random ailments

7p7- Working great. Feeling fine.

8p8- Working 100%. I'll have something cool to show later tonight. I'm pleased with the new animator. He hasn't done anything yet, but things are looking good.

9p9- What caffeine? Working excellent.

10p10- Animating.

11p11- Animating.

12p12- Doing good at animating.

1a13- Working. No complaints.

2a14- Working.

3a15- Still working on... hentai stuff. Hold on.

4a16- Finito.
http://www.hentaicook.com/blog/olgaH21balllick8publishlj1.swf
There's more to come... like actual blowjob stuff but it's nice to see this file finally moving.

Today's Self assessment-
AD3 work- 13h.
Laziness- 2h.
Productive but not game related work- 1h.
Video games- 0s.

Report: I did very well. There didn't seem to be much challenge today because I'd done a lot of stuff the past few days to get things out of the way. I didn't exercise because I was very alert. I believe I am finished with my caffeine withdrawals. I guess weaning myself little by little has helped a lot, and coca cola does not have very high caffeine content anywho. Even with the two hours of laziness... today is an S- rank.

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